Whatever mixture of chemicals / imagination I've had floating around in my head lately have been giving me very enjoyable dreams for the last 3 weeks. It's so strange in that when I lay down to sleep at night it feels like I'm embarking on some epic adventure - I truly have a season pass for slumber-land. The dreams and visions I've had as of late have given me a sense of contentment and in some cases I feel they've bombarded my with insights and revelations that I must have been oblivious to in the past. I think a few people have gotten sick of my recent about-face in mental attitude. I know one person in particular who's said they wish I would go back to being the depressed individual I was before - I find that rather mean-hearted; why would someone (especially a friend) wish that on me? Maybe every group of people needs that cynical anti-social person.. just like every group needs the crazy religious guy who eventually goes nuts and the token ethnic individual. I was tired of feeling like shit - and my outlook now is a welcomed change. I really can't put into words what some of my recent dreams have been like; alot of them have just like I've said given me some odd-insights into the direction and course of my life. All I know is when I wake up in the morning my mind feels empty and not all jumbled and confused. I have focus and a course plotted for the future.